Emotional...

Hi there!Long time no post and bla,bla,bla.This is so unfair!Unfair!Why I'm not the chosen one.Arghhh.I'm kinda angry/sad with my life.Why I'm not the chosen one.Well,I'm talking about the "CHORAL SPEAKING".Why I'm the chosen one always!I told my dad about it.He say"owwhh.." and the keep quiet.Am I a lame person.If u think I'm lame,so get away from me.I told my dad few times that I want to get out of BADLISHAH and go to BM HIGH SCHOOL.It doesn't mean I hate badlishah.It doesn't mean I hate the teachers.But I can really fit in myself.Everyone keep on scolding me.Everyone keep on telling me "Samala!Please lah!Don't follow us.Get lost u".I'm following them cause I don't have friends.Some times,I think I rather die.Some times I feeling like taking a knife and cut out my hand.

I want you back!:'(

This is about my friend.I can't tell her name here.Private.Last year(form 1 time)she was close to me.Now she is like don't care about me.She's hanging with a different girl.She thinks that girl is so cooler than me.Every single time both will be like together.Jealous!While me sitting beside a chinese girl who have the same feelings like me.She thinks I'm stupid and that girl is clever.Argghh...Why is my life is so horrible with no laughs and joy.Arghhh..Leave me alone.I don't need u anymore.Just leave.

Thanks for reading this crap! :D

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